} oh. well

annoying (yet inevitable) how we only realise if we did something right after we do it. so we never know if we're making the right choice or not. or maybe we do, but we're too stupid and shortsighted to know it at the time. :/

anyway, i think i realised why it felt weird to be there, and why i didnt quite enjoy myself that day. there was something wrong.. now i think maybe i was supposed to be somewhere else.

well. lesson learned...

today was a good day though. i pretty much always enjoy days with the brudders haha =) need to actually start bringing my camera along so that i can post pictures next time. watched angels & demons (which is better than da vinci code) and enjoyed another fish & co birthday cheer HAHAHA. though it was less funny since anne marie is not 1) a 30-year-old lawyer, 2) my teacher. but still fun anyway, the staff there were so nice i thought of applying for a job but i think i would have to be enthu enough to do the fish & co cheer.... -_-

i think he is my favourite so far:

you know how new things have a new-things smell? my bag's 'new' smell is a combination of rubber and puke. its rather gross. its not even new anymore, its about a year old. i need to start carrying nicer-smelling things, like bar soaps and such. or maybe i'll just spray it.

song in my head:

not crazy about him but gota admit he has a darn sexy voice. i am jellerzz

tomorrow is THE DAY i lose half my wisdom. nervous!! :S

2009-05-18, 9:45 p.m..
before } after