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kris winning idol is such a shocker o.o i do like him and his style but i wasnt sure if i expected/wanted him to win. haha. :x adam just seems more of the idol type. oh well. everyone knows we'll only know the real winner a few months from now, when the record sales are out.

i had 2 of my wisdom teeth taken out on tuesday, and now i am living in constant paranoia that some food particle will get caught in the stitches and cause an infection or something. :S but apart from that its not too bad.. i guess im lucky, my mouth didnt get swollen and it wasnt as painful or drawn out as other people had it (or so ive heard). too early to say though, since ive still got to remove the other 2 next month. rahhh

it has been fun bumming around at home.. bumming around with a valid excuse! but now the first month of the summer hols is coming to an end and im starting to feel guilty that i dont have any job/school activity/whatever to occupy myself with.

ok no more bumming tomorrow. !!

today wasnt too bad though cos i cleaned out all my yr 1 stuff and managed to throw aside enough things so that all the notes (that i made, that i couldnt bear to throw away) could fit in one box, and all the books went into another, and all ive to do now is find out when i can bring them in to school to sell and hopefully sell off all of them so i can get a bit of money (back)!

(and then some time nearer next sem i will worry about where i will get second-hand books for yr 2)

the other day my family had a strange conversation (or so it was, to me) .. my dad was just telling my sister that now that she's working, she has to pay for her own bills...and pay for 'rent' to stay in the house. i guess it makes some sense to give some contribution. its just weird to think of paying to live in your parents' house. o.o anyway then my dad told me i would eventually have to do the same too, and i kind of just said that i think i will move out when i have a job. my mum took it badly and thought i was angry that i would have to pay rent to stay in the house, but actually ive always thought it natural to move out, i guess i just never imagined when. now it seems to make perfect sense that i move out once im working.

its so weird to think of 'grown-up' things like this, cos they seem so far away and yet they're actually only a few years away.

and im not even close to even finding out what i want to do with my life.

...scaary.

ok nvm will think short-term and find a summer job/some way to make money in june-july first yup yup.

2009-05-21, 11:25 p.m..
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