} john terry is a million dollars

i slept at 5.45am this morning, and upon waking up at 7.15 (only after much jostling by my mum, i didnt even hear my hp alarm), i felt like a mess. all my decisions are still unmade, they're all still lying in uncertain disjointed pieces known as 'possibilities', instead of a coherent plan. and man utd had just won the champ league title.

to put things in perspective, other people probably feeling much shittier than me: well a lot around the world, im sure, and John Terry.

poor guy, seriously. i just want to go and give him a hug. right now critics are probably all bashing him. he's probably bashing himself, too. this morning in the car it was all the radio talked about. then i got on the bus, and tvmobile was talking about it too, and i felt so sickened it was a good thing i was so tired i fell asleep immediately.

he will always be one of my favourites though. in the light of that stupid penalty, everyone would forget moments like his brilliant header earlier, without which man utd would have scored the deciding goal during extra time.. bah. i dont even want to check on any sports news for a while, afraid il be quite disgusted by what i'll see.

john terry is a million dollars (or pounds), always!

so anyway, i think i've been leaving a lot of things up to chance lately and i really have to take charge of my life again. so, some plans:

- apply for LSE's financial support scheme.
- ask LSE's and UCL's relevant department about deferring entry.
- consult as many people as possible to help with decision making.
- construct a plan (or a few plans) for undergrad study.

ok not really much i guess. hopefully it will help.

american idol final results tonight! i bet the winner will definitely be.......... David.

haha. but seriously, for the record, I think it will be Cook.

2008-05-22, 9:55 a.m..
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