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kind of decided, but not really. erg.

right now im just scared
1) il end up losing my way.
2) the place will just be full of elites or elite-wannabes or hanerns.
3) im only pursuing what i *think* i should be, not what i really want. i really cant tell.

i told my dad about concern #1 and he said 'well that will be your fault.' i.e., the problem wouldnt be what course i take.

haha. which is true.

and #2? i duno. i cant really control that. yet i really want to make new and lasting friendships in uni.
=(

weirdly enough, my fortune cookie on Facebook read: "There will be friends there too." HAHA. wtf. am i supposed to believe facebook fortune cookies??hmmmmm.

and #3??? hahah no idea. oh yeah btw, what do you call A DEER WITH NO EYES??? (NO IDEAAAA)

ok anyway i duno. rahrahrahrahrah.

Avram Grant got fired! no surprise i guess. but i thought it was quite harsh, because chelsea's loss was a bit more down to luck (or lack of it), in my opinion... feel quite bad for him although i guess he's free to go back to his mafia activities now HA HA (but he really does look like the type).

and singapore won that island that i duno how to spell! ...ok no one really cares. (malaysia won some rocks.)

watched Water Fools on friday night. it was a pretty cool show, everything on water and stuff. but all in all just pretty, nothing that fantastic i think, but then again we had a bad view..

and i've been watching proj runway season 4 on youtube, haha, good stuff!! ok i used to hate Christian cos I thought he talks in an annoying way, but i realise its really quite irresistibly loveable. haha. FIERCE.

2008-05-25, 5:04 p.m..
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