} God, I'm bloody tired; ache - all over - feel sick.

Tired-d....dddd.. x_______x

I spent the whole day making lit notes and reading the book over and over. I'm almost sick of the book now. *almost.* I still like the story though. :D Anyway, I did all the characters except stanhope and osborne (stupid me...they're, like, the most important characters!! >__<) and most of the themes. I don't think I can write anymore notes though, I feel so sick now. |___|;

After that I just read through act 1 and 2 again... later tonight, before I go to sleep, I'm gonna go through act 3. So..I just hope all the things about stanhope and osborne will just pop into my mind tomorrow, cos I didn't make any notes on them.

I've never studied so hard for lit before. Dunno what pushed me to do all this. *sigh* I should be doing geog/science instead..or even maths...

20 mins to blog/surf the net. After that I have to do science, then geog, then I have dinner, then maths, then read through act 3, then sleep. Need to sleep quite early today, 11 latest, so I can concentrate on the papers tomorrow. Need to squeeze in 5 mins to call my piano teacher to tell her I can't have lesson tomorrow..and 10 mins to review my malay letter writing format.

I tried calling my teacher just now, but she isn't home. Then I tried paging her, THREE BLOODY TIMES, but she never called back. So I have to try calling her again later. Arrhhh.

I didn't go to church today. I wasn't sure if I wanted to or not, but in the morning when I woke up I just went back to my journey's end straight away and didn't stop until I started to feel hungry. Then I ate breakfast. I was halfway through pouring my cereal when I realised there's no milk. So in the end I ate the last slice of my sister's birthday cake.. quite nice. tiramisu goodness. :)

I hope God will forgive me for not going to church today and help me tomorrow. Good God, I'm a hypocrite. Just ask for help...but never really pray at other times. *sigh* what to do..

I don't feel like being happy right now...my mind is about to blow anytime.

I don't know how I can study in this state, but the moment I take a rest I get this guilty insecure feeling, like I have to be studying. Dunno why.

10 mins more - gonna check my email now.

Countdown till exams: less than half a day.
Countdown till post-exams: less than 9 days. (9 days..only 9 days more...) (But after that..still have FLL. *collapse*)

2003-10-12, 5:38 p.m..
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