} no frills

spamming this blog a lot... exam is in a few days but i am still in that state where i could care less. T_T takes an effort to even get my readings out of my bag....... instead i've been watching Castle (finally done with the third season, stupid emo ending made me cry), trawling blogs like The Sartorialist and Shilin's blog (an online artist that I've been a fan of for a long time), and also listening to music via youtube, which is dangerous because it is potentially endless. @_@ and today in particular i've been feeding my eyes so much pictures and photos ... i am one happy camper, for now anyway, but i so do not deserve slacking this much.

this is pretty much the danger when i just keep to myself for long periods at a time (instead of forcing myself to go out, e.g. to work or to school), i just end up indulging myself with these things... i mean today it was nice drawings and pictures but another day it would have been murder mysteries (or worse, discussing them), another day music videos, another day the live penguin cam.

of course it is a different kind of happiness that i get from, i duno, a good night out with friends, or totally owning some task/challenge, but it is still one form of happiness.. i just cannot escape being an internet geek. T_T if i ever find a companion in life he will have to be someone who can live with this. :X

haven't been watching TV lately though. i suspect it's because i have not fully 'unpacked' from my trip yet. i sound like such a drama queen loser but i am not yet ready to go back to life as it was before i left.. i even still have dreams about it omg BRAIN STOP DOING THIS TO ME! :|

makes me wonder what would happen if i ever have to endure a break-up, or like a war or something. i might not survive mentally/spiritually

2012-04-23, 6:29 p.m..
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