} nightmares and dreamscapes

last night i dreamt that i was in the bathroom, and on the bathroom mirror there were mosquitoes. and the mosquitoes were disgusting and striped and - worst of all - each of them was the size of a human fist.

!!!!!!!

and i wanted to squash them so badly but i was afraid of getting mosquito corpse and guts and blood (well, human blood technically...) all over my hands.

and along the bathroom door there was an ant crawling, except that this ant was brownish-green with a warty skin, like a toad's, and hmm how come i could see all this detail on one teeny tiny ant? -- because it was NOT teeny tiny.

it was the size of the PALM of my hand.

and it JUMPED ON MY FACE.

and then i woke up.

im still shaken i think. this might be my scariest dream yet. even scarier than the one i had when i was young, where i was walking through my house and everyone i met along the way turned around and all their faces were powder-white.

:S

today i skipped lawr lecture and went to school for contract lect and my evening lawr tutorial, but THEN i got an sms saying that the tutorial is changed to tomorrow, so i came to school for a 45 min lecture ONLY which i barely even understood.

AarrrRrrgGGhhHHhhhhHh!!!!!11!!!

i felt too cheated to go home so i went to toa payoh library instead to study, where i enjoyed a good bit of nostalgia. im too sentimental for my own good...

2008-09-29, 9:57 p.m..
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