} all i can give im sorry. i cant do anything. i cant help. let them do the good job. im just standing by. all i can give you is. my support. i will support you even though i may not show it. i dont have anything else to give. im so sorry. i try but..i keep screwing up. maybe its just ingrained within me or something. i just wasnt born to be someone. my attitude sucks too much. im sure you can tell. i dont know what to do. im lost now. pls leave me alone. ----------------------------------- :) i did one maths paper today. hahaha. of course i left practically half of it blank. but i tried. wahaha. yest night i had a dream that was cut up into many parts. weird. in one part. i was in a room..with a lot of lifts. they were all labeled '3-0', '3-1',... etc. i dunno why. so i went to the first one. the lift went down to a basement. when the doors opened. i saw...myself. err. when i stepped out. that other 'me' attacked me. so after fighting playstation-style for a long time, i killed 'myself'. then the dream switched to another part. i cant remember all the parts of the dream..but in some parts, im always in a dim room, full of a lot of people, but somehow i felt so alone. i dunno what it all means. this is the first time in donkey years that i can remember my dreams. now i think i'd rather not. :S ----------------------------------- i dont see the point. ----------------------------------- the scientist - coldplay come up to meet you i had to find you tell me your secrets runnin in circles nobody said it was easy i was just guessing questions of science tell me you love me runnin in circles nobody said it was easy 2005-04-20, 9:10 p.m.. before } after |
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