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} SIGH being inefficient when there is work to be done, as usual. T__T am extremely unsuited to responsible adult working life. it is actually really quite appalling how irresponsible and undisciplined i am. it felt good last week to go to a relatively quiet church service after so long. really needed it, although there are still outstanding matters to be dealt with, i think, maybe. people make things complicated. nowadays weekends become mini holidays away from people. or at least mini holidays away from lawyers. it's so condescending to feel pity for someone and the tides can turn at any time but i cant stop feeling concerned. or kaypoh, i cant tell. i should stop feeling the need to interfere??? it's not as if i am some welfare officer. i just dislike the undercurrents that are going on, and i don't like being part of it. but even after i've somewhat extricated myself, i still can't stop feeling troubled about it. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. WHY CAN'T I JUST FOCUS ON FINISHING MY WORK!!! need a slap in the face.
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