} the one about the cafe + hummingbird + antisocial...ness

im starting to enjoy my work at the cafe a lot... i mean, i think im really a very quiet/antisocial/guarded/reserved/serious kind of person, or at least towards people im not close to, so its not easy for me to be buddy-buddy like the other workers there.. but every day i work there, i learn to smile more, and take myself less seriously. (its good to be serious about serious things. but who am i kidding? im not that important.)

am still learning i guess.

i took up the job cos i wanted to gain confidence, not be so introverted, yknow. but actually, even if that doesnt work out, at least i would have learned to smile. to everyone. all.the.time......

which kind of made me think, i've been such a wet blanket for this past few weeks. maybe even longer. when was the last time i comforted someone, instead of making them comfort me?

just wanted to post this

i like the whistling part. =)

and even though im still a big fan now, i kind of like him more here. when he was still kind of chubby, kind of young and dorky-looking, making those funny faces while he's singing. its kind of endearing. heh. =) and somewhat more sincere.

oh and btw coming back to my first point i think i am really antisocial.. i mean yknow some people are antisocial in real life but they have this really HAPPENING online life... but im antisocial even on facebook. just lazy to send invites and add more friends and like, write on everyone's wall or smth. mannn...! im really hopeless. =/

2008-04-13, 12:16 a.m..
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