} real emo?? D:

colourgenics test, from weijun's blog:

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

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in other words, i am EMOzzZz(zzz).
take the test here

ok, back to my gp compre.

oh wait, since im here already, might as well talk about it. another of my cousin is here! haha. seems like my relatives like to visit my family whenever im having exams (its true, before CT1 my maternal grandma came to visit, and haha she kept telling me to stop studying). anyway she's taking the test to go to NUS high school on 7th jul, and she's here earlier so my mum can help her study and stuff. haha! i find it funny cos i dont think theres much to study, except maybe some english terms that she may not be familiar with. but aside from that, pls! indonesians are very smart people. =D (HAHA.) (so why am i worrying about my CTs? ...haha jk.)

anyway isnt it funny that nus high school is called nus high school? haha cos its like NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF SINGAPORE...high school. or like my brother's school, cat high: CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL....primary. haha and everytime i tell people my brother is in cat high they would be like 'hah? but isnt he in pri sch?' and then i have to explain cat high's stupid way of naming their schools! why not just call it catholic primary school! or copy hwa chong and call it catholic institution or smth. =/

oh haha and right now my brother is at hwa chong taking some creative writing test to enter the IP program! haha it will be quite funny if we end up going to schools that are just opposite the other...then i can visit him anytime and go home together with him HAHA so cute. :} except that even if he does get accepted, he will start school next year, when im already (hopefully) graduated! ah. darn it.

ok now back to my gp compre.

2007-06-23, 1:21 p.m..
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