} in doubt?

gp exam is tomorrow, the other papers start next thurs.

im quite worried.

haha.

my revision isnt going well at all...

there was a time when, if i ever felt worried about exams, i could tell myself, 'just give it your best and you will manage'. i'll manage. thats what i tell myself when it feels like the work gets too much...

and so far i have been managing. my common tests marks went well beyond my own standards, especially for econs and physics.

but its like, i never know if i can keep it up. i dunno if i can honestly say that im managing just fine for the promos..

most of the stuff during the maths revision lecture today sounded alien to me.. i have barely understood the stuff in organic chem, much less memorise it. econs is doubtful especially with the latest chapter.. and i have little confidence in both malay and gp. and physics... well my tutor wants to see me personally about my physics. you tell me.

but i guess all i can do now is try my best. make the most out of everything, maximise the little time i have. spend less energy stressing, more of it for positive things like self motivation.

yeah.

i think i'll manage.

haha. sorry i've just wasted all my angsty words. somehow i feel better when i talk to myself like this.

2006-09-21, 7:49 p.m..
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