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somehow i find it very hard to describe how i've been feeling lately. its so weird. i seem to have lost a lot of ability to talk. not that i ever talked that much. but now somehow i find it even easier than usual to just keep quiet. less tiring, somewhat.

suddenly its easier to space out during some discussion or anything. and its harder to laugh. i dunno. and i tend to think about what i have to do instead. like i cant seem to multitask anymore. can only focus on one thing. sigh.

maybe its my brain breaking down or something. maybe one day i'll see pieces of brain dropping out of my ears or nostrils. :| thats quite gross.

orientation in 2 days. i really hope we get good sec 1s... and a number of them. at least 10? :S

samurai x in 2 days too. xD

oh well. havent studied for physics yet. im so dead. but i did manage to finish the chem assignment myself.. after reading through the notes for about 1 hour... :s so i guess im quite proud of myself. :D

:) and i need to finish my design for class shirt... i just wish we could DECIDE on a design hahahah. well hopefully a lot more people turn up with more designs tomorrow. ridiculous lar. they're almost as indecisive as me.

nitey. :D

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