} emptiness

That feeling of wanting to fight off the emptiness, I identify with that a lot.

I guess even after all this time - I have learned a little bit, but there is still a long way to go. Maybe I won't ever reach wherever it is I'm trying to go. And day after day I am just trying to fill my time, fill my thoughts - with stuff. Just to avoid the emptiness.

But I want to be able to just be. Not mindlessly watching the next Netflix show or staring into space, but just being fully present. That's what I have a hard time with, being in the present.

2020-03-13, 3:03 p.m..
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