} on struggling

it was a bit scary, finding myself in the verge of tears and just feeling like i am losing my grip. last week was completely fine, even sunday was completely fine, and monday i found myself in pieces. I feel a bit scared because I don't know how it happened. there was nothing major, but i was finding it difficult to breathe, at times.

my favourite doctor's piece of sagely advice was not to be stressed. "Enjoy your work." I do enjoy my work, but I get far too caught up in thoughts and worries of whether I am doing all right and wondering how the others do it, without completely falling apart. i don't think i have been this insecure in a long time.

how do i get better at this??

2014-01-07, 5:38 a.m..
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