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met up with law school friends, and of course we got on the topic of love life/prospect of marriage (or lack of it). i still think it's enough of a headache to meet new people and get along with them, let alone meet new people with the possibility of a relationship. Naimah is now "getting to know" someone, and am excited for her, although i completely understand the fear and apprehension as well.

problem is, 90% of my life now is work and the office. might as well admit it now. even as i constantly fight for my own life and other interests, i struggle to talk about things outside of work. i hardly ever meet new people, especially people outside the law profession, and i can feel it narrowing my world view.

i need a change.

i dont think i am naturally good with balance. i like a "meaty" problem, something to really get into. i have a tendency to get into slightly obsessive periods with different things. i am not good at dealing with many things at once, or at least i don't think i am. i do like the idea that people still think about their little problems on the bus, on the way to work, in the shower, etc... it shows interest and some passion. just as long as it doesn't overlap into insanity. that's the balance i'm trying to achieve.

growing up/older seems to bring more questions than answers.

2013-12-29, 3:56 a.m..
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