} i've probably talked about this before

been having London blues recently.. it sounds stupid, but all the winter coats being sold (why are they selling so many coats here, again?) are reminding me of the cold London days. and the other day i saw that there's a Costa Coffee at raffles city now.

i think i also want to see London in autumn, something i never got to see before. next october, maybe? if i'm lucky enough.

i wonder if i will ever find answers.

going to London was what made me see that most things are not impossible. they are just very very difficult. that leads to more choices.

i think it was jasper fforde who wrote that only for fictional characters does every event matter. their purpose is revealed to them some time within the plot, and everything that happens to them, everything that they do has a bearing on how the story progresses and ends. but for us, a lot of things we do and a lot of things that happen have little consequences. we have to make choices and often have to make them consciously. if we want something significant to happen, we often have to make it happen, and even when it's happening we can't always tell it apart from all the other insignificant things...

cant stop thinking about stupid things like this. T_T

2012-09-30, 5:50 p.m..
before } after