} terribly lacking discipline

i need to stop making excuses not to do something, or not to try something. the worst part is, i am fully conscious whenever i am making excuses.

my self-awareness makes me feel like i am redeemable.

the same goes with my now terminal punctuality problem (i am convinced now it will kill me one day). i need to start being punctual for SOMETHING again otherwise i think i would feel like i can never achieve it, ever again. too much. too much. i don't even remember anymore that good feeling i used to feel whenever i had enough discipline to leave on time and make it for an appointment on time!

edit: GOOD JOB EKO!!!



2012-07-31, 11:06 p.m..
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