} failing

the wound is still fresh and the pain is still there.. but it is gradually lessening. (sorry, i keep reminding myself not to be melodramatic about it, since it is a personal disappointment more than anything else.. but i thought i have the licence to do it here at least.) messages from friends helped a lot. particularly from na'imah, who said "we are already proud of you for even making it to the moot" - ah :'). and tamie, whose first question about it was "did you have fun at the moot?". so that i just had to think about the fun times, because yeah, we did have those as well.

i think my frustration is mostly at not having finished. i was not done mooting that moot. i had not yet run a perfect case - or as close to perfect as it gets. so that left me angry at myself because i should have just reached there sooner.

amidst all the other distractions like the UPCOMING PIL EXAM (*DOOM*) i am still trying to figure things out and trying to move on.

2012-04-11, 11:49 a.m..
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