} stupid stupid stupid

i probably should have realised this sooner, but this week seems to be just super mega ultra crappy week. my God.

also, i realised that i am turning into my biggest nightmare: my mother. just seeing everything negatively and complaining a lot. i don't know how to get rid of the frustration that i seem to be feeling ALL THE TIME (especially this week). maybe i really just need to spend less time at home, so i have to push myself to leave the house even when i feel ever so lazy. =_=

also. friendship is a tricky thing. although i don't understand why it has to be. maybe i am just too annoying or just not very fun. sometimes i cant help but feel betrayed, although in reality or in hindsight it may not be fair to them. its hard when it comes to friends i thought i could always count on.

i thought i had all this down long ago but i guess im still battling the same demons.

also, ironically, i guess all this ANGST is the very thing that drives people away. ohmygoodness there is just no room for me to move is there.

edit: In continuation of Crappy Week Extraordinaire, today i managed to lose my one favourite pencil that i've had for YEARS! WHY, GOD, WHY :( (i really am seriously sad about this)

2011-10-27, 1:26 p.m..
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