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} KAAAAAA as i sit there feeling sorry for myself i am frustrated by the fact that this is not me. I don't do meltdowns, i haven't allowed myself self-pity for a long time, not for this kind of thing. but here i am finding it this easy to just break down. what has happened to me?? this experience was supposed to make me a better person but i am crumbling under the pressure instead. maybe more than anything i'm frustrated at myself for being so damn weak. i'm frustrated that what i do is never quite enough...or never quite finished. and then there's nothing left but a bunch of regrets. :-( |
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