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The first day that I have felt truly crappy throughout the time I have been in London (which is a record, and shows how awesome London is, because my default mood is Crappy). Is it because my hair is greasy because I didn't wash it last night? I don't know but I suddenly feel troubled and unsure and also unsure about who I can talk to. I feel so incapable of doing anything, including think for myself.

Maybe because I am always trying to be other people and I have lost track of how I think and do and act.

Maybe because April is here. I need more January. it was cold and I had no place to live but at least it meant more time to be spent here.

2011-04-01, 12:32 a.m..
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