} about my stupidity, basically

I'm feeling kinda silly right now... when I applied for internships I only got two replies (they were the last 2 i contacted too, whew)... Straits accepted immediately, while Lee&lee asked for an interview. I turned down the interview since I can only have 1 internship in 2 weeks, obviously, and Straits responded first. but now im wondering if I should have had some common sense and asked Lee&lee if I can have my internship after christmas instead???

i wanted that period free so that i can spend more time lepak-ing before going to london (where hopefully i will lepak some more) but now im wondering if i should have done the smarter thing.

im always like this. i only think of the smart reply, the smart decision, the smart thing to do about hours/days/weeks/etc later when its WAY TOO LATE. GAH. why cant i THINK more quickly???

but at least my visa application is finally coming together. just hope that my thumbs will heal in time before my appointment on thurs so i can scan in my biometric data. :/ :/ :/ somehow i cant help but feel that every part of the form is trying to 'catch' me and deny me entry and i keep imagining scenarios where i land in london and end up in prison or something. brr.

watched You Again yesterday! :D maybe us we1rd0s still have a chance at life.

2010-10-24, 9:54 p.m..
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