} "don't you worry your pretty little head"

it was only when i started reading a book this morning (one of my sister's, im always reading her books when she's gone cos she has so many), and realised that i didnt need to stop halfway through to do my work, that i felt SO HAPPY that the mid-term break is here. i realise that i've really been working pretty hard this sem! (by my standards at least.)

and although im keen to find a job soon, im kinda enjoying unemployment for now. :/ this is the first time i've been officially unemployed, ever since i took my first job last March (excepting the breaks i took for exams). imagine that! im quite surprised with myself. i guess the biggest pang is that since i couldnt control my spending habits in time, im now living on a deficit and i probably cant shop for a long long time. but i think i can live with that. im reading my sister's books (haha). im borrowing esplanade's cds. im digging out clothes i havent worn in a while from the bottom of my drawers (why are my drawers so deep?).

also, now i can catch up with all the shows at night, something i've missed for a long time. saturday night movies. oh yes, its the chillaxx life for me, for now :P

and what after this? maybe another waitressing job. maybe risk failing a kid's o levels and taking a tuition job. or maybe, that $60-a-day internship in december will come through *cross fingers*.

for now, im hungry for lunch (red curry from the packet! yay for convenience food) and i got to take a shower. :/

2009-09-18, 11:42 a.m..
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