} count on me to have anti-climax moments like this

i had written a bloody long entry about self-discovery and self-empowerment (no kidding!!) but it was all gone because of the stupid windows self-restart for updates thing. actually it was partly my fault because i went blind temporarily and clicked 'Restart Now' instead of 'Postpone'. ...WTF!!!

ok but suffice to say that i've gotten over my horrible moots now, or rather, im ABOVE brooding over all that, and there was some stuff about half of being what you ARE is really being what you WANT TO BE but it all sounds much less inspirational now the second time so never mind.

blame it on windows vista. :/

i need more music. i also need a new mp3 player. and i want headphones. they are much cooler than earphones, and much less tangly. theres a pair of TRANSFORMERS headphones and im debating over getting them because they may be too geeky and i havent even WATCHED transformers to be geeky about it. where do you find nice headphones???

ALSO, need a good pair of shoes that i can wear everyday so i dont waste 5 mins everyday thinking about which pair is clean and not broken enough to wear to school.

2009-04-18, 1:20 p.m..
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