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EDIT:
was googling something for work when i came across Matt Savage: savagerecords.com. pretty awesome stuff, especially for a sixteen year old!

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I love you, and you are Mine

finally went to mass today after a long time. during one song, as i sat there listening to the choir (no mood to sing today due to sore throat) i ended up (embarrassingly) tearing a bit. i think it was the first time i really felt at peace for the longest time.

this week has been pretty terrible.. i kept feeling irritated, and hating myself, and hating that i havent been able to blog once without mentioning law school or something related to schoolwork. arrrrrgggggghh..! :( i guess law school has officially taken over my life. maybe helping denise with her project didnt help also (even though its fun and i like doing it) because its so enjoyable in comparison and she's really pursuing something she wants and it makes me feel even more frustrated that i still have no idea what i want to do.

still as the homily said today i should persevere and not keep worrying about the future and hoping for 'instant gratification'.

on the bright (or rather dark) side went to work at max brenners yesterday night and we observed Earth Hour :) or at least, tried to. haha. every table had a tealight and we worked under very dimmed lights. it was quite a homesick feeling actually because it reminds me of my childhood days in Indon when we often had blackouts and then we'd have to scramble and get out candles. i was always scared at the time but now i really miss those days a lot.

i duno if last night was my last day at max brenners, but if it was then im glad it was at least fun and memorable working in the dark with jean mouse wendy frank and tiffany (and melissa but it was only my second time seeing her). and a 2nd mongkok dim sum supper afterwards. still i dont think i pulled my weight as much as i would have wanted to if it was my last day, the weight of the week still pulling on my shoulders. :( im quite afraid of the effect that law school has had on me, especially recently... or maybe im making excuses again. :/

i dunooooooooooo

on a lighter note i think Lucy Sweet is a pretty good chicklit author yes indeedy. :)

2009-03-29, 2:31 p.m..
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