} not about how long it lasts

uhh ok i think posting that entry last night was really pushing my luck, obviously friday the 13th caught up with me today. i fell down twice (ow) and i broke 2 things at work and oh yeah i kind of broke the door of my sister's wardrobe! haha. what the fugg...

zixuan came by to max brenners to give everyone flowers from valentines day. such a sweetheart la. then mouse gave everyone ferrero rochers. speaking of which, mine is melting in my bag right now, i better go get it. even after 4 years in ij i still dont really have the instinct to give out things on valentines day... some people can do it sincerely but i think if i tried it it wld just look fake. just dont have the personality to pull it off i think. :/ (or maybe just making up excuses)

on the taxi home there was a mini tv in the passenger seat and it was showing valentines day quotes...hahaha so cheesy..! but one quote i thought was kind of nice cos its kindof different from the usual stuff ive heard of. "love does not have to be forever... it's not about how long it lasts, but how beautiful it grows."

which...i think...is true. i dont subscribe to the valentine's day cynicism cos it just seems like, a day that makes people think of love and share love more, no matter how 'fake' it is, cant be all that bad.

im trying to learn to be less selfish, that i dont have to cling to people or memories to make them matter. or to make myself matter.

so happy belated valentines day... heres hoping that you got your fair share of love for the day.

2009-02-15, 1:58 a.m..
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