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its only starting to dawn on me that the days of free afternoons, checking out the sometimes-crappy daytime shows, watching indonesian soaps with my maid....are all gone. i wonder when/if i will get such a blissful holiday again. i think what i will miss most is the boredom. that feeling of - 'HMMM what should i do now??' and then seeing a whole world of opportunities open up, only to decide on just watching youtube in the end. going on little quiet outings to the library, to bukit timah plaza, movies with my brother. being able to strum my guitar whenever the mood strikes.

sigh

saw sunlu and sopheara at nus today. sunlu was surprised that i still remember her, and joan, and the other bballers. of course i remember. then again, i also feel surprised when old friends and acquaintances remember me. i guess we all think too little of ourselves and our influences on others...

and still hoping, hoping... working on imagination, openness and courage.

also, after his performance today at the inaug ceremony i have become an underground fan of joel koh. maybe just because ive a feeling he's a KT fan too. aha.

2008-08-04, 10:39 p.m..
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