} whats going on here

thinkpad vs lifebook? hmmm. staying with known reliability or going for something new. ...im so indecisive i cant even decide on a laptop to buy for uni. D:

but regarding the previous post, i decided not to call... i mentioned it to novita yesterday and after talking about it a little my mind just felt made up. now it seems obvious that i should be focusing my energy on my studies at nus.

i dont even know if i can last a year in law, frankly... much less graduate. this isnt mindless hermione-ish paranoia, its a real concern that i think those who know me would understand. finally i come to an area of study where it will take more than just brains, or hard work, or the ability to bullshit on paper to do well... i'll have to bullshit vocally too, and have others believe that it is complete substantiated believable truth.

i dont even want to be a lawyer. i forgot why i whose law...

i wonder if i can help others if i cant even help myself.

2008-07-30, 7:40 a.m..
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