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} misery loves company erggg feeling shitty now about pretty much everything. i hate my job but i think i hate myself more cos i feel like the problem lies with me. and im such a total failure at everything, i dont even wana think about the uni decision anymore cos i think maybe im being too picky and il be just as shitty and miserable as i am now wherever i go. and then i feel even more miserable cos then il probably never be happy in life. il just keep seeing faults in everything and other people and myself and be a miserable prick my whole life. damnit! arghh. im trying to change but i cant stop myself from feeling negative about my job, which means i may never be able to not feel negative about ANYTHING, which means im probably eternally damned to a self-righteous and prejudiced existence. and i will always be alone cos i keep finding reasons to hate people. and i will never be successful at anything i do cos im too picky about my work and my colleagues. |
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