} scalded plus, angry!

i almost lost my left hand
i nearly burnt it dead
was steaming milk that night
but my head wasn't right
and i steamed my hand instead

i almost lost my left hand
but i am still pretty glad
cos it didn't come off
and i got a day off
so it's really not that bad

=D

well anyway, supposed to use today to settle applications and stuff. but to be honest i just feel like lying on the sofa and watching a dvd. :( why is everything now all about money and achievements and success. i feel so deluded. like im being forced to chase for things i dont really want or need. and then even things like disney and neopets which are supposed to be fun, turning all corporate and everything... its depressing.

its like its hard to find anything that isnt soulless or money-sucking nowadays.

even the church is a money-sucking organisation, upgrading the building all the time. the church ceiling isnt falling off, or anything like that. we dont NEED a big underground carpark. tell everyone to take the bus, damnit. :(

even cip is only done for cip's sake. service-learning, my foot. everything is so FAKE.

they say that if you want to succeed you have to be a bit selfish but i think thats what i've been doing for months. i need to do something different and refreshing and REAL, for a change.

2008-03-24, 3:12 p.m..
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