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should be blogging about the china trip but im too grumpy now & i think i will just post about it when im not too lazy to upload the photos...

the trip is not the reason why im feeling grumpy. the trip was actually really fun, i really enjoyed it. the being stuck in china part, i guess i cant say it was enjoyable, but it was still a good experience.

im grumpy firstly because now that im back, i need to settle my school applications. i need to chase mr sim and make sure he sent my high school transcript. (if my whole applications fall through because of him.........) i need to look & apply for scholarships. i need to figure out what i want to study & where i want to go. i need to get more job(s). meh. =(

also grumpy because my parents just gave me a lecture about my trip to china. apparently the lesson learnt is that im not supposed to go anywhere during winter?? and that i was very unprepared. i think thats unreasonable. for one thing, no one was prepared for the weather disaster, not even the people in china. so its a bit much to say that next time im supposed to research more into this kind of thing. like im supposed to have known that this was going to happen. how was anyone supposed to know?

anyway, even if i could undo it, i would still redo it. now at least i know how to settle changing of flights..actually a lot of airport procedures that i didnt know cos i never traveled without an adult before (well technically we are adults now, but you know. an older adult.). now i know sometimes you really cannot rely on the airline (NEVER TRAVEL ON CHINA SOUTHERN AIRLINE) to be professional. just have to find your own way sometimes. it was unlucky that we got into the mess but it doesnt have to be all bad.

(ok i realise this entry is not going to make sense to those who dont know what happened on the trip yet, which im planning to explain when i post the real china-trip entry with the photos. oh well. it can be like those suspenseful films/dramas. explanations come later)

so anyway, i was a bit pissed with my parents and kind of raised my voice while talking to them. now that im an adult im supposed to stop having this kind of stupid fights with my parents.. aiiiiihh...

and i also think my grandma is mad at me, because i forgot to call her after i reached singapore, after i told her i would do it when i called her in guangzhou... i guess im really at fault, but i really just forgot. =( im really setting myself up to be hated by everyone, man. haha. =(

2008-02-02, 10:00 p.m..
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