} on comes the panic light

it was a terrible feeling, but im glad i felt it then. i guess it was a second wake up call. or a 187th, or something, because i keep lulling into the sleepy state known as Laziness, or Procrastination.

but at least today i felt somehow assured that as long as i put in time and effort into this, its going to turn out fine. the returns will come somehow. it will take a lot of patience and hard work on my part, and as much as i groan over it, i guess now that we've come this far, to this last stretch, might as well do it. no one runs a marathon to collapse at the last 100 meters, right. that would be just tragic. (you only collapse when you've finished! according to that Stories of Love show on channel 5, anyway.)

so im just going to. do it. like a last burst of energy i guess..? as in the words of Mr Kanye West,
that that that that, that dont kill me,
can only make me stronger

ok that was hardly relevant actually, but i just wanted to post it cos i like that song a lot aha. and its stuck in my head although i only know 2 lines of the song.

though i have to admit today made me think about something else, a totally different issue. and ive come to realise something. or i realised it long ago, but now im readily admitting it to myself, i think. and i dont know if its good. or bad. and im totally copying amy by doing this small font thing but i dun even know how small this is going to turn out, la. how small is size 1 anyway??

2007-10-25, 2:29 p.m..
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