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got from anita's blog:

Your interest colour is blue

People with blue Interests like job responsibilities and occupations that involve creative, humanistic, thoughtful, and quiet types of activities. Blue Interests include abstracting, theorizing, designing, writing, reflecting, and originating, which often lead to work in editing, teaching, composing, inventing, mediating, clergy, and writing.

Your usual style is blue

People with blue styles prefer to perform their job responsibilities in a manner that is supportive and helpful to others with a minimum of confrontation. They prefer to work where they have time to think things through before acting. People with blue style tend to be insightful, reflective, selectively sociable, creative, thoughtful, emotional, imaginative, and sensitive. Usually they thrive in a cutting edge, informally paced, future-oriented environment. You will want to choose a work environment or career path in which your style is welcomed and produces results.

ok i just realised these results are so vague that they are not helping me choose my career at all. i think i'll just become a career counselor.

supposed to be studying for sat/sleeping now. gaahh i feel so lazy haha. =)

oh well going to sleep soon so i think i'll just reply the oxford thing now. supposed to confirm my attendance by today but yesterday i found out the timing would clash with gp, so... i was kind of dilemma-ing. my dilemma process is a very long one. it has a few stages:

Stage 1: procrastinate from thinking about it
Stage 2: after leaving the decision to the very last minute, start panicking about it
Stage 3: mind goes flip-flop from one side to another at a frequency equivalent to an alternating current
Stage 4: mind goes into 'whatever' mode, make decision probably without using common sense/good judgment, but just cant be bothered anymore

i was somewhere at stage 3 just now, and i emailed the oxford people to ask if i can resched, but apparently uk people arent very efficient at all or they're having lunch cos i havent got any reply even though i marked it URGENT. or maybe they just laughed at my email and moved on, who knows. (or maybe it went into their spam.) anyway dont feel like thinking about it anymore so i'll just go for it and do extra compres for gp to make up for it, or something.

last day of school today. i am happy/sad*.

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2007-10-05, 10:02 p.m..
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