} punk music is a joke, it's really just baroque

...which would mean that technically, punk is in the same genre as things like Four Seasons. hmm. *hard to think of without imagining Antonio Vivaldi jamming on an air guitar*

anyway, guit practice was good today! felt very happy about G2 today, especially for 4 Seasons. =D I really think the people have been putting in a LOT of effort, and the improvement since last thursday was so GREAT, it was almost shocking. and it was like a 180 degrees attitude change too! I hope they can keep this up until SYF, or even after that, and keep their love for music. =)

im also very happy today cos my brother got 31/40 for his recent eng compo! cos i've been sort of tutoring him for his eng. and...i dunno, but all this teaching both in guit and with my bro, it made me realise the JOY of teaching. haha. like, a lot of teachers like to say that teaching is a rewarding experience etc, and it sounds super cheesy, but it's true. and its not about being proud of what i've done to help them, it's about being proud of them, just them. cos honestly i dunno if i've done any good at all, i might have made things worse for all i know, but just seeing signs of improvement makes me feel so sincerely happy for other people that...yeah. the little things become unimportant.

on my side of life (where the grass always seems yellower, haha) things arent going that great. im stuck at my GP homework, i cant even decide on an essay question to do sheesh. and the chem equilibrium test today, which i expected to be a little easier, turned out to be a killer, and coupled with my sleepyness its no wonder that the double chem period was pure torture today.

andd...2.4 run tomorrow! arghh. i've been training quite a bit, i know and it should make me feel less nervous about it, but it doesnt. blahh. i hope i get a good pass so i can focus more energy on worrying about my 5 items test instead hahaha. =(

and on to the financial side of things, i was starting to feel happy about not having to worry about buying lunch for once, but then i realised that i have to pay KM FEES! 30 bucks! what the hell! D': and i still want to buy the college annual too (cos i didnt order last year, no prizes for guessing why) (just in case, the ans is i was too broke). oh well i will just have to use a bit of my precious savings then. sigh. =( NO MORE BREAD AND GREEN BEAN SOUP FOR LUNCH. NO MORE I TELL YOU

2007-04-09, 10:01 p.m..
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