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} confusing musing violent mood swings. lethargy to energy to lethargy. contentment to disappointment to dissatisfaction. rational to emotional. weird to normal to weird again. ------- who will stay long enough to listen to all my issues, insecurities, problems, quirks, peeves? when can i ever find the time to talk through it all. even praying at night -- if i did it then i might have to stay up the entire night just praying, just talking to God. maybe i will. even then i need something more physical, as unfaithful as it sounds, i need something i can touch and feel. sometimes all you need is that hug, that pat on the back, when words have lost their meaning. ------- sometimes i wonder what is keeping me going. and then i would just tell myself it's not important, and just go on anyway. sometimes i get these bursts of energy, and i feel passionate and i feel like i want to be the CHANGE. and then i lose it completely, like going into a total lethargy, as if the fuel has already burned out. maybe this is why i seldom trust myself. ------- are we really friends? or is it just a show. ------- theres people who blow up everything out of nothing. -------- i got lost, fooled, and i forgot what i was there for in the first place -------- you are tearing up inside, but you only seem to be trying to put that smile on that other person's face.
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