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my mum changed the computer's hard drive again, so we are back with an empty hard drive again, so now we dont even have stuff like ms word or powerpoint. and apparently she switched the hard drives because the other one is infected with some spyware. im sorry, but practically every website out there infects computers with spyware, and if she's going to switch hard drives every time it gets some stupid spyware, she would probably have to do it everyday. -_-

im quite ticked off because now my data is all over the frickin place and now is a very inconvenient time to have data all over the frickin place cos of OP. sigh.

anyway. im worried about my group's OP. dunno if we can finish. i think my group may be a little over ambitious. while i do believe that its possible to complete the work in 1-2 days, it would require every single one of them to put in long hours of effort and im not sure if all of them are prepared for that. not that they are bad members or smth, i think im very lucky to get these people in my group, but im just afraid they would be pressed with other commitments and such.

oh well. i really really hope that all goes well. our OP is going to really really ROCK if we manage to do everything right in time.

theres some rumours flying around that we may be getting back our progress report tomorrow... oh well. i have to admit im not really very nervous about it, not because im confident that i will do super well or something. T_T but its just that after waiting so frickin long for them to give out our results, its like the anxiety has died off and i couldnt care less anymore. -_-

i guess when it comes to this kind of thing i really hate dwelling on something over and over. its bad enough doing the paper once, and then they have to go through all the answers. for goodness sake i just want to see my papers, see what mistakes i made and understand them, and tell myself to study harder next time. thats really all we can do, right?? but they keep going back to the same thing, telling us what we should have done and what we shouldnt have done. they're probably just buying time so they can moderate our marks, which is good, but this whole week has been seriously testing my patience.....

someone put forward the suggestion that we should have gotten a few days more of holiday, to give teachers the time to go over our papers and make necessary moderations, and then tell us to come back to school 1-2 days just to go through the answers and give back our papers. i think that would really be better, because with the current situation probably almost half the cohort have been skipping lessons anyway, so they're not even benefiting from the going-thru-answers thing. and that way we can have more time to do other things, like PW, oh joy.

anyway im supposed to be doing my malay hmwk now but i cant really be bothered since the teacher cant be bothered either.

he came to class today, but his mere presence annoyed me so much that i couldnt bear to look at him or participate in any class discussions (which were all pointless stuff anyway). well some of us didnt finish our work from before, so we were finishing it then, and at one point he commented 'now if only you all sat quietly like this and did it on monday' or smth like that. now let me point out:

monday was the day when he came, left us the work, and left without any excuse, or explanations for why he didnt even turn up for the previous 2 lessons.

sorry, but did he really expect us to sit still and do our work after he did that??? after he made that remark today i swear it was the least i could do to prevent myself from going up to him and punching his big fat face.

my GOD. i have never, ever, gotten a teacher like this before. even my gp teacher is somewhat excusable because i have decided that he is probably senile. but this guy? no, hes perfectly aware of everything that he's doing.

speaking of my gp teacher, i skipped gp today. it was about time. actually for 2 seconds i wondered if i should give him a 23847238476th chance, but dismissed the thought straight away without any guilt.

i think i'll go do some work now since i spent the whole day since i reached home reading sherlock holmes and playing spider solitaire, HAHA. im addicted to the game now since this com no longer has anything else. -_- btw if my language sounds somewhat more chim and formal than usual, its really cos of all the sherlock holmes stuff i've been reading hahaha. but i will blog abt him another day since i wrote such a super long post already.

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