} something i cant accept. sorry.

im not in doubt or anything. I do believe in God, and Jesus, and all that. but there is one thing in the Christian teaching that i just cannot really accept.

its the whole Christians go to heaven and the rest go to hell thing.

i find it very irritating when people tell me that we should all be Christian, and we should all do good, so we can have eternity in heaven with God after we die. i mean, WHY CANT I DO GOOD THINGS JUST FOR THE SAKE OF DOING GOOD THINGS. why must there be an ulterior motive? if we do good so we can go to heaven, then isnt that a bit fake, in a sense? and WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE CHRISTIAN TO BE GOOD. what if im a good person, but its just that i dont go to church and read the bible etc. then do i deserve to go to hell? do the muslims and the buddhists and the hindus deserve to go to hell? i think other religions are just as respectable and holy as my own.

and when people try to convert, its all about BE A CHRISTIAN SO YOU DONT GO TO HELL! then arent we all just being christian out of fear. why arent we christians simply because we believe in God and we love God? and why cant we accept that not everyone can accept that there is a God.

i mean, if its really true that being Christian is about not going to hell, well you know what. i know a lot of really good people who are not Christians, and if they are all going to hell, then i would rather go to hell too.

blahblahbalahaladsjdoia.

haha sorry i sound so pissed off, but AFTER A WHILE IT REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES. haha. sorry if you hate me now.

pls ignore my rant hahahahaha. im not even sure if im directing it at anyone. :S maybe that evangelist who gave me a TCH look when i told her im Catholic wtf@$#%!.

T_T

sorry hahaa im not REALLY pissed off i just get easily worked up when im ranting haaha.

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R.I.P. CROC HUNTER.

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for a day that started with a 3-hour maths lecture, it actually ended pretty well. :) we got back our wr and it was... not very good. haha. i doubt any of my members will read this but IM REALLY SORRY GUYS. i feel really guilty. i promise i'll take charge more this time and I WILL MAKE SURE WE DO SUCH A GREAT JOB THAT HE WONT FIND A SINGLE FAULT. yeah.

and during physics i asked 2 questions!!!!!! hahahahahahhaa. im going to make a big deal about this because i came unprepared and i didnt know what question to ask at all. :P so it was a very fruitful physics lesson. :D

and the econs presentation didnt go too badly. :D i thought i would screw up but i dont think i did that badly lah. :P got back the test and i got a meagre 6/10 for part a, bah, cos didnt give any examples. NEVER MIND IM GOING TO ACE THE PROMOS OK. hahahahhahaa. and aft that the class played bball. haha. quite fun although VERY VIOLENT thanks to the cat high guys. -_- haha yeah but still fun. my econs class pple are actually very very nice even though i may not be close to them. :)

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so take each day with a smile
even if it seems cloudy
and you may at least brighten it up for someone else. :)

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