} nice song + more venting

stranger than your sympathy
and this is my apology
i killed myself from the inside out
and now my fears have pushed you out

i wished for things that i dont need
all i wanted
what i chase won't set me free
all i wanted
and i get scared but i'm not crawling on my knees

oh yeah
everything's all wrong, yeah
everything's all wrong, yeah
where the hell did i think i was?

and stranger than your sympathy
take these things so i don't feel
i'm killing myself from the inside out
and now my head's been filled with doubt

it's hard to lead the life you choose
all i wanted
when all your luck's run out on you
it's all i wanted
and you can't see when all your dreams are coming true

oh yeah
it's easy to forget, yeah
and you choke on the regrets, yeah
who the hell did i think i was?

stranger than your sympathy
all these thoughts you stole from me
and i'm not sure where i belong
nowhere's home and i'm all wrong

and i wasn't all the things i tried to make believe i was
and i wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams i wanted
all the talk and all the lies
were all the empty things disguised as me

stranger than your sympathy
stranger than your sympathy

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pls excuse any mistake in the lyrics... lyrics sites really cannot be trusted. sometimes i think they just copy off one another so if the first site is wrong.... :| and im too lazy to get my hard drive so i cant listen to the song. :(

anyway... recently i've lost all motivation to do anything except rot, draw, read and play my guitar... basically slacking. i dunno how the heck im gonna keep up with work... i can't imagine myself studying for a levels.

oh yes and while im on the subject let me vent on how much i hate the v cheng and her little a level results speech! so if im 'thinking' of failing i shouldnt even be in nj, hah? well you think you're so bloody good dont you? well let me tell you that i think the school's mission to morph its students into blind, obedient nerds is ridiculous! and you dare talk of a VIBRANT, all-rounded environment!

do you even stop to realise that those who fail don't even intend to fail? i mean who in their right minds would plan to fail possibly their most important exams!

argh. so grumpy now.

2006-03-02, 9:18 p.m..
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