} christmas 05

hehe. i changed my layout finally! :D and guess who it features! ASLAN!!! :D <3 the biggest fluffiest & rideable-est lion ever. hahahaha. :D the 3 thumbnails at the top can fade in and out! hehe i've always wanted to have pictures like that hahaha. xD

there isn't a real 'theme' for this layout. the last 'theme' that i had was requiem, but that's too sad. i guess it signified my angsty-est times. (haha. not.) if there is a 'theme' for this layout i guess it would be calmness. or minimalism. cos i shrunk the space, shrunk the font size, shrunk the tagboard, deleted a lot of links. it was painful cos i hate to let go. but i guess it was necessary. now i only link places that i still visit from time to time. :)

there are no words on the layout. i like it that way. i tried putting words on it. narnia / aslan / sacrifice. they all looked redundant. i like the layout. :) it's not happy. it's not sad. it's just calm. i've been attracted to the Calmness ever since reading a million little pieces by james frey. its a really good book.

i never thought i would be able to identify with a book. its weird but its true. for years i've had the Fury thinking i must be insane. but someone else also has it, as it turns out, and i feel more relieved, more confident in dealing with it. don't let anything ruin your tempo.

i went for the 9pm christmas mass yesterday. it was okay. the lead singers in the choir are better than usual. the priest leading the mass wasn't the priest that i like though, so i didn't pay attention during the sermon. i was in a sort of stupor. i met ms jo teo, she was sitting in a row behind my family. it was nice seeing her. i wished her merry christmas cos she deserves it. i know im gonna miss her...

i dont wanna go into the subject of not-able-to-move-on again. blahh.

CHRISTMAS WISHLIST 2005 (condensed)

Hanson - This Time Around
Westlife - Allow Us To Be Frank
Oasis - Don't Believe The Truth
Daniel Powter - Daniel Powter

Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
CLAMP illustration books

socks
adidas running shoes
leather-strapped watch
leather sling bag

more disk space
casio digital camera, 4 megapix, good colour quality

more money and time

2005-12-25, 2:30 p.m..
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