} dont read . dont say i didnt warn you

i dont want to go for confirmation camp (again).

why am i such a loser, hahaha.

arghidunnoRAH

i forgot how to be coherent :)

sometimes i just want to crawl into a hole and rot there forever and ever amen.

sometimes i think to myself that i dont want to be bothered anymore, i dont want to care anymore..

but then i realise that i never did anything anyway.

so never mind. i will just continue being useless.

im stuck in the middle. dont seem to belong anywhere. no matter what i just cant seem to accept myself.

i dunno man. i get annoyed for one second and then i get annoyed at myself for being annoyed. i dunno what the fuck is wrong with me lah. i had a good anger-releasing session on sunday, but i cant keep doing that everyday or very soon i wont have a bed to sleep in.

rah. whats the point

i feel like disappearing. poof

i know you cant stand me. but soon you wont have to bother with me anymore. i never understood what you wanted with me. now i realise that what you want is to get rid of me. i dont understand why you didnt just do that from the beginning.

it would have saved a lot of trouble.

now im wasting your time.

go away.

2005-05-31, 10:14 p.m..
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