} slow to react [your piercing cries -------------------------------------- i had chilli crab for dinner. let me leave a space while i soak in your jealousy.
i had been having a heavy head for some time now. but now, after dinner, i walk with a heavy head, a heavy stomach and a heavy conscience. because i still havent started studying for my prelim, or for anything else for that matter. i have developed a fatal allergy to studying. when i think of studying, my system goes on hibernate mode. oh no! its like trying to open a big program, like photoshop, and then opening a huge file around 200MB or something. if you have a powerful machine, the thing opens in a jiffy. when your machine isnt in tiptop condition, it does the worst thing a computer can ever do - it lags. when this happens the computer almost always ends up being rebooted. so you have two choices - keep persevering, or forget about doing that huge task. when you have an alternative, more advanced machine, its probably a likely option. however God gave me one and only one pair of machines up here, and both sides are laggy. so the only way i can study is to force myself, only to have to reboot about ten minutes later (rebooting equals 'short' nap of a few hours or a snack or a tv break or even dropping dead). cos if i dont do that i will only occupy my mind with less strenuous tasks. which is called procrastination. i would rather go for rebooting over and over. maybe someday when i have money i will go and upgrade. but until then i will have to survive exams on a pentium 1 set of brains.
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