} coffee in the morning

[coffeeCAT.]

arc took the weeBOT idea, so i had to create another trademark. :|

behold the caffeine addicted cat.

basically this is what you get when your ideas have all been sucked up and you got no inspiration whatsoever.

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i dunno man. everything seems to happen to us, eh. i wish i had done something earlier on. im so stupid.

other people think we're so bonded and happy. like a family. i love talking to them so much, about how wonderful it is, but even as i speak my words catch my breath because it hurts to think that it's all untrue.

like a passion that grips you. and chokes you.

and i wish i could heal your hurt, your pains, your wounds. its like a double edged sword that cuts both ways. it goes deeper everytime.

i will leave with good memories. with time, my mind will learn to reject the negative thoughts and remember only the good times. there will always be that old, forgotten memory, a hint of a dark thought, that i left something unfinished.

as much as i know i would have to accept that, i cant.

if you dont understand what im writing at all, its ok. i dont really get it either.

2005-03-30, 1:05 a.m..
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