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frs was good.

i prepared a long evaluation of the whole thing but i lost it.

but i learnt that personal failures shouldnt get in the way of the teams success. i just got to put in my best shot.

but anyway. well done live wire. im so happy. njrc 2004 was all, like... we lost. fll 2004 was all, like.. we won. but frs 2005 wasnt like that. i dunno why. i really forgot about winning or losing. maybe because i never expected to receive so many blessings. got to start counting them.

brings me back to njrc 2003. and thats exactly what i asked for.

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if one girl breaks down, we will save her first.

thats what i said.

i couldnt. i couldnt save her.

so this is a family.

why cant i practise what i preach?

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my brain feels strangely worn out. i havent done anything much. but i dont feel like doing anything at all. i dunno. this is weird.

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sometimes it hurts more to leave
than to be left behind.

2005-03-22, 8:54 p.m..
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