sorry but i couldnt help it cos my brain was having trouble taking things in and my natural reaction was to just tell someone to shut up if they are making excessive noise that confuses my brain.

so.

so blur today. esp during malay & lit. during malay i went to sleep after the test and when i woke up i didnt know where i was. that was probably the only time i really slept, totally unconscious, in probably days/weeks. other days my mind is preoccupied even in sleep. no wonder sleeping makes me feel even more tired

during lit i couldnt focus. period. gave wrong quotation/point not being fully aware of what i was saying. article in newspaper made me wonder if maybe i have so mental disorder

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im having that feeling again where i seem to be half-asleep the whole day. i dont think ive been fully 'awake' for a long time. dunno why. cant regain that full consciousness. makes me a scatterbrain, cant remember the things that happened maybe ten minutes ago.