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} cant wait to be aware of myself HAHA you forget where the heart is. have i forgotten --------------------------------- self awareness tomorrow. kind of excited. :D havent packed yet. haha. im so dead. i can imagine running around the house packing at 1am in the morning. 8D was planning to sleep early but thanks to the farkin workshop i got home late. then i realised i havent gotten anything for my mortal so i had to run down to bukit timah plaza and grab something... oh well. i managed to put together something quite nice... then i had to work on some posters which took a surprisingly long time... man. now i just want to sleep. *plop* oh well. thank gawd i saved my coke so now i have something to keep me awake for sometime at least. i have about 2 hours' worth of samurai x recordings to watch but i doubt i would have the time now... :| i guess i'll keep them for after the camp. 3 hours marathon, plus tomorrow morning's episodes. wahahahah. *ecstatic* anyway. im very happy that i dont ever have to go for the workshop again. argh its been a super irritating week. so many things i want to do, settle in school, but because of the stupid workshop i cant. its like so much time wasted and yet nothing is done. and tomorrow i'll be away for 1 1/2 days. man. i feel like i've been slacking. and yet im tired. what the hell. i really hope i can be enthusiastic tomorrow. :( i really want this thing to work. i hope i will be closer to the people in class. i have a bad image of camps cos everytime im supposed to get closer to someone, i always fail. i really hope it will work this time... i hope i can bring myself to try my best to make it work. and maybe, just maybe, i can turn a blind eye to her presence in the camp. argh. i will keep telling myself. gratefulness. gratefulness. gratefulness. ---------------------------------- the only love i ever knew ---------------------------------- btw. my mum (finally) found out that MET is my form teacher and she started complaining .. a bit like how mrs selvam was whining today hahah. i dunno how she can misunderstand his ideas & intentions so much.. thank God i didnt tell her he gave us all roses. oh well. planning to sleep at midnight so better start packing. 2005-02-17, 11:06 p.m.. before } after |
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