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i wish i could live life without regrets. as if my life were to end on this very day. so that, every day of my life, i can sincerely say, 'i'm ready to die today.'

but maybe... i wont ever be ready to die.. i'm too scared to die. theres always something i want to do, and try. i dont think i will ever be satisfied with what i've done.

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went to help sort out the donations at cityhouse today. :) quite fun. although maybe it was only because we were being idiotic. and delle was very very drunk. :|

going to help again this saturday. :)) going to be split up though.. i hope i wont end up in some place so ulu i dunno how to go home from there. o.O

that means im prob going to miss warriors of heaven & earth... :( but nvm lah. i think i'd rather go and help out and go for the dinner thing anyway. :D axn wld probably repeat it anyway, it being a lousy repetitive channel that cant seem to get any new anime. :| but in a way im happy cos they keep repeating samurai x over and over. :DD

anyway i've been feeling a bit stupid and lousy since yesterday.. not a really good feeling. so im sorry that i keep rambling and sharing too many of my thoughts here. :(

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there's a million places i can go
but without you
it ain't
home.

2004-12-30, 10:30 p.m..
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