} roar

my grandpa passed away yesterday. i dunno how to describe how im feeling. im not so lost and miserable like my mum, who started crying in the car yesterday. i just feel. empty. and guilty. i never knew my grandpa that well. the last time i saw him was probably.. last year. last last year? in june we didnt go back cos i went to portugal. last december i had FLL.

but im ok. overall. i dunno. everything happened at the same time. stupid njrc. piano exam. now this. bball helped. arc too... esp. sec 3s.

but i will throw a punch at anyone who asks 'why are you so dead?'

o yea and my parents are overseas and my sister went camping (shld be back by today or tomorrow) so im home alone with my brother & maid. he's getting on me nerves, oo yea.

anyway im not going to fail anything else this year so I AM GOING TO PASS ENGLISH ORAL EXAM BLOODY HELL YES I WILL.

oh and kill bill ROCKS.

ok. time for lit homework.

2004-09-19, 5:33 p.m..
before } after