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oh man.

im so stupid.

my mum bought me a pair of black adidas shoes today.

100 bucks.

im returning it. im going to return it. or trade it for a cheaper pair. cheaper model.

i always wanted this sort of thing but now that i have it...i realise i cant possibly wear such a damn expensive thing.

i cant wear cheapo berms, cheapo socks and a free t-shirt with $100 adidas shoes.

i told my mum i hadnt made my decision yet... but she paid for it anyway. argh. damnit. now i feel guilty. im returning it tomorrow. trading it for something cheaper. i think there was a pair selling at 80....

..or maybe somehow return it and get the $40 converse one instead. argh. i dunno!!!!!!

i think i really want the shoes but its like, wth, so ex. and i dont think i can wear it anyway....cos its so ex. argh. im weird. and stupid. dunno what to do now.

.....!!! bah.

finished reading da vinci code. felt quite cheated by the ending. cos the whole book the characters are trying to find this THING, its location and what it really IS... but in the end i never get to find out what it is. hmph. or maybe im too dumb to figure out the end. dunno lah.

feeling so stupid today. WHY did i let her pay for it????? now with this in-set guilt i wont have the guts to ask for anything else ever ever ever again. im returning them!!!!

2004-06-13, 5:09 p.m..
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