} hazy memory

} think

all his life, my dad wanted to be a formula 1 driver.

but i guess he never got the chance to be one. except when he's driving and the road's kinda empty and he gets the crazy temptation to go at 200km/h.

i dunno why i'm writing this. just thinking. so if he doesn't give me even what i want the most, i won't resent him for it. because i don't think he resented my grandparents for not being able to afford him a higher education.

been thinking a lot lately. about a lot of stuff. couldn't focus on studying geography, thought too much about other things.

all righty. no more blogging now. must study. i better study hard. do well for exams...or do fairly well... or pass... ?

Leave Right Now - Will Young

I'm here
Just like I said
Though it's breaking every rule I've ever made
My racin' heart
Is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?

And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

I'm here
So please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows

Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say

I wouldn�t know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you�ve got your smile back
Now you say your right on track

But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I'm proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn�t bear to lose you again

Mmm mmm mmm

side note: rugby is interesting to watch. ... very, very interesting.

2004-05-08, 8:39 p.m..
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